Wednesday, June 4, 2008

letting go is never easy

Sometimes when you think you are doing something good for someone else, you do it with out thinking it through. I am paying for that now. I don't feel bad for doing something good, but I do wish I would have thought it out. What is really bugging me though is when people are blaming you or tearing you down for it.

I knew this day would come but never thought it would be so soon. I knew Robin wasn't going to stay with us forever. This weekend Robin moved out. I am extremely sad and constantly worry about her. I never realized how much she meant to me until she came to live with us. She was a broken girl and now she is a beautiful young women. I am proud of what me and Scott have done with her and for her up to this point. I am more proud of the changes she made in her own life. I wish she could have stayed with us a little while longer, because I don't feel that my mom is really back on her feet enough to properly care for her. I cant keep Robin hostage or make her want to be somewhere she doesn't want to be. I hope and pray that she truly knows how much Scott and I love her and loved having her.

1 comment:

air_up_there said...

I know that you care about me but I can take care of my self. I am old enough to make my own decisions. I do appreciate everything.